20 years old, unemployed, currently dealing with creativity block. The only, thing I feel like I do properly as a human being is consume. Which makes me uncomfortable to be honest. My brain feels foggy and I don't want to do anything other than daydream all day. Making this website was such a pain in the ass because I didn't know what I wanted to do. I wanted to press the delete button but couldn't find one. The only thing I could do was go forward. I was looking at other people's websites for inspiration on what I could do, and I became jealous in way? Like everyone seemed to have a direction they wanted to go and I didn't. And that's how I feel about life. I have a vague idea of the direction I want to go in, but every step I take feels weird and wrong and not like me. Idk why I feel like this.



After seeing what everyone else was doing with their sites I started messing around and saw myself wanting to make everything blue. And that's what I decided to do. Make a blue themed site. I love blue. I love all shades of blue. I also love art and retro digital stuff, so I mashed those things together and this page was born. I wonder if you can make more than 1 site. Idk. My point is I stopped comparing myself to others and took some of the things I saw and liked and implemented into my own. Currently (5/18/26) I'm not done with site, but I know in the end it'll turn out how I want it to. You'll never know the exact steps a person takes to get to where they are today. The only thing you yourself can do is calm the jealousy and self-doubt in your heart and put one foot in front of the other.



I want to get political so bad, but for now I'll cool it. All I'll say and I'm so tired of living in unprecedented times :(



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